Several family members have mentioned to me now that Abby is here, I should change the name of my blog. I started this blog as a release for me when dealing with the challenges in trying to get pregnant. After I got pregnant with Abby, I opened it up to family to read as I travelled through the next nine months.
Now that Abby is here, someday is today.
For the time being, I'm going to stop writing on this blog. However, I will be posting updates of Abby and the whole family on my other blog - www.micahandjen.blogspot.com
Thanks for reading and I hope that you continue to stay update on the happenings of the Gelman family on the other blog. See you on the other side!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Introducing Abigail Mira Gelman
Abigail Mira Gelman made her arrival at 2:44am, weighing in at 8lbs 6oz and measuring 19 inches long.
As I mentioned briefly yesterday, we arrived at the hospital at 11:30pm for a labor check, I was having pretty intense contractions. However, once the resident checked me, we found I wasn't dilated. After conferring with the attending on call, I was told to walk around the hospital for a couple of hours and come back and get rechecked. So Micah and I hit the halls of Sinai, walking up and down the bottom floor of the hospital.
The walking seemed to help a little. When I went back to get checked I was 1 cm. The resident checked again with the doctor and because of my contraction patter and the fibroid, they decided to admit me to see if I would progress over the evening. I got all hooked up and was given medicine to help me sleep. In the morning I was rechecked by the resident and was still only 1 cm.
About an hour later, around 8am, the attending came into check me I had progressed to a "nice" 3 cm. So know we were on our way. The ended up augmenting my labor with pitocin, as I wasn't contracting and progressing fast enough on my own. At noon, they broke my water and shortly after I asked for the epi (What a life saver)!
Over the next twelve hours, I slowly progressed to 10 cm. It was so slow, that we talked with the several of the doctors about a possible c-section, but I kept plugging along. Due to going so long since they broke my bag of water, it appears that I developed an infection and started to run a low grade fever. I was giving antibiotics so that it wouldn't effect Abby.
By 1am Wednesday morning, I was 10 cm and began pushing. That in itself is another story. I pushed for about 1hour and 45 minutes, much longer that I would have liked. Abigail was born screaming. She was taken over to the warmer immediately by the NICU team because there was mechonium (baby's first poop) in my bag of water. We met up with her two hours later once I was moved to the mother baby unit. She has been with us every since. She is caught on to breast feeding quite well and already has had a couple of poopy diapers. Micah has become the diaper changing champ.
We are so in love despite how tired the past 48 hours have been.
As I mentioned briefly yesterday, we arrived at the hospital at 11:30pm for a labor check, I was having pretty intense contractions. However, once the resident checked me, we found I wasn't dilated. After conferring with the attending on call, I was told to walk around the hospital for a couple of hours and come back and get rechecked. So Micah and I hit the halls of Sinai, walking up and down the bottom floor of the hospital.
The walking seemed to help a little. When I went back to get checked I was 1 cm. The resident checked again with the doctor and because of my contraction patter and the fibroid, they decided to admit me to see if I would progress over the evening. I got all hooked up and was given medicine to help me sleep. In the morning I was rechecked by the resident and was still only 1 cm.
About an hour later, around 8am, the attending came into check me I had progressed to a "nice" 3 cm. So know we were on our way. The ended up augmenting my labor with pitocin, as I wasn't contracting and progressing fast enough on my own. At noon, they broke my water and shortly after I asked for the epi (What a life saver)!
Over the next twelve hours, I slowly progressed to 10 cm. It was so slow, that we talked with the several of the doctors about a possible c-section, but I kept plugging along. Due to going so long since they broke my bag of water, it appears that I developed an infection and started to run a low grade fever. I was giving antibiotics so that it wouldn't effect Abby.
By 1am Wednesday morning, I was 10 cm and began pushing. That in itself is another story. I pushed for about 1hour and 45 minutes, much longer that I would have liked. Abigail was born screaming. She was taken over to the warmer immediately by the NICU team because there was mechonium (baby's first poop) in my bag of water. We met up with her two hours later once I was moved to the mother baby unit. She has been with us every since. She is caught on to breast feeding quite well and already has had a couple of poopy diapers. Micah has become the diaper changing champ.
We are so in love despite how tired the past 48 hours have been.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
At the hospital
It is time! We have been in hospital since 12am. By 8 am I was 3 cm dilated. They have started pitocin to hopefully get this party started at little more. I'm feeling good, but starting to feel the effects of the pit!
Mom and Dad Sizemore are on their way. Mom and Dad Gelman have been here for about an hour. So know we are just waiting on her arrival.
Is this the right time to tell everyone that I'm scared!!!
Will update when we can...
Mom and Dad Sizemore are on their way. Mom and Dad Gelman have been here for about an hour. So know we are just waiting on her arrival.
Is this the right time to tell everyone that I'm scared!!!
Will update when we can...
Monday, December 15, 2008
4 days left... still no baby
T- minus four days. Still no baby. One of my best friends, who was in my wedding, had her baby yesterday. She was due on the 17th. Mom and baby are doing well. Shosie is SO cute!
I'm officially working from home until the little one arrives, which is nice because I can't get comfortable and keep having contractions here and there.
At my appointment on Thursday, doctor said I'm effaced, but still not dilated. I did a lot of walking this weekend, so I'm hoping that things have changed. I also talked to the doctor about what happens if this little girl does not arrive by Friday. I'll go for non-stress tests twice a week to make sure that the baby is still doing okay and that my amniotic fluid levels are between 5-10. I've had it checked twice already. At 37 weeks it was 7.5 (at 7 or lower they will induce) and a week later it was 9.9, so I'm boarder line. The longer I stay pregnant, the less my placenta works to keep things comfortable in there.
I told the doctor that I REALLY did not want to have her on Christmas. It has nothing to do with being in the hospital at Christmas. It is just that I'm so sick of people saying that I'm having a Christmas baby and we should name her Noel. Yeah. I know most people don't know that I'm Jewish and it isn't something that I like to plaster out there, but I'm might strangle the next person who says it to me.
So that's the update for now. Mom sent me pictures from the shower that I'll hopefully find the energy to scan them. (At the moment it doesn't look good).
Stay tuned!
I'm officially working from home until the little one arrives, which is nice because I can't get comfortable and keep having contractions here and there.
At my appointment on Thursday, doctor said I'm effaced, but still not dilated. I did a lot of walking this weekend, so I'm hoping that things have changed. I also talked to the doctor about what happens if this little girl does not arrive by Friday. I'll go for non-stress tests twice a week to make sure that the baby is still doing okay and that my amniotic fluid levels are between 5-10. I've had it checked twice already. At 37 weeks it was 7.5 (at 7 or lower they will induce) and a week later it was 9.9, so I'm boarder line. The longer I stay pregnant, the less my placenta works to keep things comfortable in there.
I told the doctor that I REALLY did not want to have her on Christmas. It has nothing to do with being in the hospital at Christmas. It is just that I'm so sick of people saying that I'm having a Christmas baby and we should name her Noel. Yeah. I know most people don't know that I'm Jewish and it isn't something that I like to plaster out there, but I'm might strangle the next person who says it to me.
So that's the update for now. Mom sent me pictures from the shower that I'll hopefully find the energy to scan them. (At the moment it doesn't look good).
Stay tuned!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
8 days and counting
In just over a week, I will hopefully meeting this little girl. I've been having a TON of contractions. Yesterday, we even called L&D thinking this was it. I had been contracting at regular intervals for about five hours and they were getting more intense. The doctor said I could come in or labor at home for a little longer, we decided on staying at home. The contractions didn't get any worse, so we decided that this wasn't it.
Still having contractions this morning. I have my regular 39 week appointment later today, so I'm just chill'n until then. I'm working from home today and maybe tomorrow. I've decided that I'm going to start my maternity leave on Monday if Baby G doesn't arrive before than. I'm really uncomfortable and can't really focus on work, plus I've handed over a lot of my projects, so I'm just waiting anyway.
Let's hope she arrives before Monday.
Still having contractions this morning. I have my regular 39 week appointment later today, so I'm just chill'n until then. I'm working from home today and maybe tomorrow. I've decided that I'm going to start my maternity leave on Monday if Baby G doesn't arrive before than. I'm really uncomfortable and can't really focus on work, plus I've handed over a lot of my projects, so I'm just waiting anyway.
Let's hope she arrives before Monday.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
38 weeks and 2 days
A lot happened this week... on Thursday I ended up going to the hospital for monitoring because I hadn't felt the baby move in several hours. Of course as soon as I get strapped up to all the monitors, she starts moving all over the place and passed the Non Stress Test (NST) with passing colors. Also got to get another peak at her on the ultrasound when they checked my fluid levels. A week earlier, my fluid levels had been boarderline low at 7.5 (at 7, the hospital normal induces) however, a week later, my levels were back up to 9.9. So the plan is to wait for nature to takes its course.
Friday, I went to my scheduled OB/GYN appointment. Blood pressure was good (lower than it has been in weeks, however, the nurse said that it could be because it was earlier in the moring). The doctor did another internal and still no progress. She did say that I have a post-anterior cervix (i have no idea what that means, but I'm going to google it in a few minutes). I nearly had a breakdown when she said that I hadn't made any progress. I'm just so uncomfortable and ready to meet this little girl. My feet began to swell this week, which is an amazing side effect of pregnancy. My feet look gross!! That on top of the pressure and pain in my hips, I've been on the edge all week. The doctor told me to walk, which I've done and continue to do. Yesterday on my walk, I passed the mail women and she actually turned around to make sure I was all right and offered me a ride back to the house. I must look really pathetic!
I know that not being diluted means nothing, I could dilated very quickly and my water could break at any time. So her checking me every week, doesn't mean anything. It is just frustrating. But I'm trying to keep my mind off of it. I'm almost done my holiday shopping and yesterday I went to this place called "Let's Dish" to make frozen meals for after the baby comes. This week is kinda busy with work stuff and next Friday is my work holiday party. Who knows I might not be there to join the festivities (it is a full moon that day).
The hospital has free wi-fi so on top of letting everyone know via phone calls about the progress, I'm going to try and update the blog. So keep checking back!
Friday, I went to my scheduled OB/GYN appointment. Blood pressure was good (lower than it has been in weeks, however, the nurse said that it could be because it was earlier in the moring). The doctor did another internal and still no progress. She did say that I have a post-anterior cervix (i have no idea what that means, but I'm going to google it in a few minutes). I nearly had a breakdown when she said that I hadn't made any progress. I'm just so uncomfortable and ready to meet this little girl. My feet began to swell this week, which is an amazing side effect of pregnancy. My feet look gross!! That on top of the pressure and pain in my hips, I've been on the edge all week. The doctor told me to walk, which I've done and continue to do. Yesterday on my walk, I passed the mail women and she actually turned around to make sure I was all right and offered me a ride back to the house. I must look really pathetic!
I know that not being diluted means nothing, I could dilated very quickly and my water could break at any time. So her checking me every week, doesn't mean anything. It is just frustrating. But I'm trying to keep my mind off of it. I'm almost done my holiday shopping and yesterday I went to this place called "Let's Dish" to make frozen meals for after the baby comes. This week is kinda busy with work stuff and next Friday is my work holiday party. Who knows I might not be there to join the festivities (it is a full moon that day).
The hospital has free wi-fi so on top of letting everyone know via phone calls about the progress, I'm going to try and update the blog. So keep checking back!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Baby's room
After many requests, here are some pictures of the baby's room. After the shower on Saturday, we are just about ready to welcome this little girl into our home.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Update...
I had my 37 week appointment this morning. Things are going well. Had my strep B test today (that was one swap I could have done with out). The doctor also checked to see what progress I'm making. At this point, I'm not dialated, but my cervix is very thin and short - which means my body is getting ready to dialate. The doctor also commented that the baby's head is VERY LOW.... so low that he said that is very unusual for the baby to be this low this early in the pregnancy for a first time pregnacy. What does this mean??? It means that once I go start have some meaningful contractions things will progress quickly. He couldn't say when that will be, but at this point, it could be any day.
Micah is prediciting that I'll have the baby on Dec. 16th. Anyone else want to make a guess???
Micah is prediciting that I'll have the baby on Dec. 16th. Anyone else want to make a guess???
Sunday, November 23, 2008
36 weeks and 2 days
I've stopped referring to how many days I have left in weeks, but in days. I have 26 days left (if I go on my due date.) Things have been progressing. I think the baby has dropped because I feel all sorts of pressure and I'm peeing about every five minutes. I've also been having a lot of contractions. Nothing really timeable, but they have been getting more intense as the days go on. Even a couple have taken my breath away.
In the past week, I've gotten two comments that women late in pregnancy don't want to hear. "Wow, look how low that baby is!" and "You are still here?". Yup, the I know this kid is low, believe me. I now know what it means when people say it feels like a bowling ball between your legs, because I can' feel her head right there. And yes, I'm still here. Everyday I plead with my little girl to come out, that we can't wait to met her, but in she stays. I'm hoping she is getting the picture. :)
This upcoming Wednesday I have my next doctor's appointment where I hope that they will do my first internal exam and I'll learn how much progress I've made, if any. I'm hoping that I'm at least some what dialated... (Keep your fingers crossed!!) At this point, she could make her appearance at any day and she would not likely spend any extra time in the hospital.
Micah and I are quickly get the last things done on our list. We need to pack our bags and get the car seats installed and then we should be good to go for D-day. My shower is this upcoming Saturday, which I'm very excited about. I think I'm more excited to spend a couple hours hanging out with my friends, chatting and eating some yummy food. I'll make sure to post an update. Jill and mom have been planning this for a while, so I'm sure it will be great!
And now, for some pictures. If you look back through all the 'baby bump' pictures, you can really see the progression.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
35 weeks and counting
Last Friday I completed my 35th week of pregnancy and it also meant I only had 35 more days until Baby Gizmo makes her appearance. We are very excited to meet her.
On Tuesday I had a growth scan, to check on her size and to make sure that the fibroid wasn't growing. The good news is that Gizmo is growing right on track and the fibroid is not (yeah!) Gizmo is still measuring a week ahead and in 77th percentile. On Tuesday was 5lb 10oz and from all the books I've read. She is gaining about a 1/2oz a day. So it looks like I'm on track to have a 7-8 lb baby if I go to term. Also, she is head down. The doctors don't think that at this point she will flip because of her size, but nothing is guarenteed.
This weekend I think the baby dropped. I've been having a lot more pressure and pain (I think that at times she is trying to poke her hand out to wave hi.) I have a little less than two weeks until I'm full term. So anything can happen now!
There are times when I feel like we aren't ready, to which Micah answers, "will we ever be ready?" I guess not. We've taken the classes and tours. (I do have one more class on December 9th - it is a breastfeeding class, but the hospital also has a lactation counselor on staff that will help me as needed.
Oh and just in case everyone was wondering, Baby Gizmo does have a name. We officially decided on it and even picked out her Hebrew name.(I know some of you were worried that we would be calling her Gizmo once she was born.) We will be planning the baby naming as soon as she is born, so we will keep you all up to date.
I don't have any pictures. Purely because I don't like the way that I look... believe me I'm big. And as soon as I get home from work, I change in to comfy clothes. I'll have mom take some pictures during Thanksgiving.
On Tuesday I had a growth scan, to check on her size and to make sure that the fibroid wasn't growing. The good news is that Gizmo is growing right on track and the fibroid is not (yeah!) Gizmo is still measuring a week ahead and in 77th percentile. On Tuesday was 5lb 10oz and from all the books I've read. She is gaining about a 1/2oz a day. So it looks like I'm on track to have a 7-8 lb baby if I go to term. Also, she is head down. The doctors don't think that at this point she will flip because of her size, but nothing is guarenteed.
This weekend I think the baby dropped. I've been having a lot more pressure and pain (I think that at times she is trying to poke her hand out to wave hi.) I have a little less than two weeks until I'm full term. So anything can happen now!
There are times when I feel like we aren't ready, to which Micah answers, "will we ever be ready?" I guess not. We've taken the classes and tours. (I do have one more class on December 9th - it is a breastfeeding class, but the hospital also has a lactation counselor on staff that will help me as needed.
Oh and just in case everyone was wondering, Baby Gizmo does have a name. We officially decided on it and even picked out her Hebrew name.(I know some of you were worried that we would be calling her Gizmo once she was born.) We will be planning the baby naming as soon as she is born, so we will keep you all up to date.
I don't have any pictures. Purely because I don't like the way that I look... believe me I'm big. And as soon as I get home from work, I change in to comfy clothes. I'll have mom take some pictures during Thanksgiving.
Friday, October 31, 2008
32 weeks
I know I've been saying it for a while, but I've finally posted new pictures. We got a new camera, which is super nice. It is the Nikon D90, the first SLR digital camera that can take hi-res video (leave it to my husband to be one of the first to purchase this camera). Micah and I are still playing around with the camera to see how it works so we will be all right when Gizmo arrives. Anyways, I'm still trying to get used to the camera so the pictures are not that great. I have 6 weeks to get better:)
As for other updates, I had a doctors appointment yesterday. Everything is going along swimmingly. My blood pressure is a little high, but the doctor didn't seem all that worried about it, so I'm trying not to. She also has me going for another ultrasound before my next appointment to see how the fibriod is doing and to check on the size of the baby. I'm still measuring a week ahead. (I'm secretly hoping that it will mean that she will come a week early - we are all praying for this as well, right?)
Okay, here is what is up with little girl this week. This week the baby weighs a little over 4 pounds (heft a pineapple) and has passed the 17-inch mark. She's rapidly losing that wrinkled, alien look and her skeleton is hardening. The bones in her skull aren't fused together, which allows them to move and slightly overlap, thus making it easier for her to fit through the birth canal. (The pressure on the head during birth is so intense that many babies are born with a conehead-like appearance.) These bones don't entirely fuse until early adulthood, so they can grow as her brain and other tissue expands during infancy and childhood.
I'll try to get pictures of the nursery up tomorrow.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Suffering from insomnia
Yup, it is true. I've hit that point in my pregnancy where I find myself wide awake at all hours of the night - mostly early in the morning. I've been up since about 3 am and finally came down stairs around 4:30 a.m. On a typical day, I would just take a shower and head into work earlier than usual, because by 3 3pm, I'll hit a wall and just want to crash. But Katie was here this weekend and doesn't need to be at the airport until 8 am, so for know I'm just chill'n out, blogging and watching a movie.
Other than the lack of sleep, things are going all right. I'm tired a lot more these days and increasingly uncomfortable. You know it is never good when a co-worker asks if you feel all right at 8:30 in the morning. I must really look like I'm uncomfortable, which wouldn't be a lie, I just wish that I could hide it better.
I have less than 8 weeks to go (53 days to be exact) and I'm just take it one day at a time. This is what is going on with Baby Gelman. By now, she weighs 3.75 pounds (pick up a large jicama) and is about 16.7 inches long, taking up a lot of space in the uterus. I'm gaining about a pound a week and roughly half of that goes right to the baby. In fact, she'll gain a third to half of her birth weight during the next 7 weeks as she fattens up for survival outside the womb. She now has toenails, fingernails, and real hair (or at least respectable peach fuzz). Her skin is becoming soft and smooth as she plumps up in preparation for birth.
I promise to post pictures soon. I'm slacking!! I'm sure you are all desperate to see how much bigger I've gotten in the last month :)
Other than the lack of sleep, things are going all right. I'm tired a lot more these days and increasingly uncomfortable. You know it is never good when a co-worker asks if you feel all right at 8:30 in the morning. I must really look like I'm uncomfortable, which wouldn't be a lie, I just wish that I could hide it better.
I have less than 8 weeks to go (53 days to be exact) and I'm just take it one day at a time. This is what is going on with Baby Gelman. By now, she weighs 3.75 pounds (pick up a large jicama) and is about 16.7 inches long, taking up a lot of space in the uterus. I'm gaining about a pound a week and roughly half of that goes right to the baby. In fact, she'll gain a third to half of her birth weight during the next 7 weeks as she fattens up for survival outside the womb. She now has toenails, fingernails, and real hair (or at least respectable peach fuzz). Her skin is becoming soft and smooth as she plumps up in preparation for birth.
I promise to post pictures soon. I'm slacking!! I'm sure you are all desperate to see how much bigger I've gotten in the last month :)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Pediatrician - Check!
Last night we met with a pediatrician whom we really liked. It feels good to slowly check things off the list of things we need to do prior to Baby Gizmo's arrival. The doctor is in Owings Mills (the town we live in). There are three other doctors in the practice and someone is on call everyday. They also have sick kid visits on Saturday and Sunday mornings, which is also a plus, because isn't this when kids always get sick.
A friend of a friend recommend the doctor and yesterday when I was at the OB/GYN we were talking about getting a pediatrician and I said I was meeting with Dr. Cardin and I asked if the OB/GYN had heard of him. He said yes, his kids go there. Can't get a better recommendation that see the same doc that your doctor sees!
A friend of a friend recommend the doctor and yesterday when I was at the OB/GYN we were talking about getting a pediatrician and I said I was meeting with Dr. Cardin and I asked if the OB/GYN had heard of him. He said yes, his kids go there. Can't get a better recommendation that see the same doc that your doctor sees!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Measuring a week ahead
Just got home from my most recent doctor's appointment and I'm measuring a week ahead. And for those of you who are wondering, it means nothing in the terms of how long this pregnancy will last. All it means is that my uterus is big. Yeah, I could have told you that.
Also, asked again about my fibroid. (I met with a doctor I liked better today.) He said that the fibroid is very low and it could prevent the baby's head from moving down, which would prevent me from dilating to the fullest extent. I'll have another ultrasound around 36 weeks to see how big the baby is and how the fibroid is doing. At the moment, we are taking the wait and see approach. Both the doctor and I don't want to have a c-section, for a variety of reasons, but we will see.
Start sending me vibes that as the uterus begins to prepare for delivery, it pushes the fibroid out of the way.
Also, asked again about my fibroid. (I met with a doctor I liked better today.) He said that the fibroid is very low and it could prevent the baby's head from moving down, which would prevent me from dilating to the fullest extent. I'll have another ultrasound around 36 weeks to see how big the baby is and how the fibroid is doing. At the moment, we are taking the wait and see approach. Both the doctor and I don't want to have a c-section, for a variety of reasons, but we will see.
Start sending me vibes that as the uterus begins to prepare for delivery, it pushes the fibroid out of the way.
Monday, October 13, 2008
30 weeks and 3 days
For those of you counting and not looking at the ticker on the left hand side of this blog, I only have 67 days left. (Well it is almost 9pm, so I'm close to 66 days:) ) I feel like the baby has moved lower. I know that I'm early for the baby to drop, so maybe she is now head down, because there is a whole lot more pressure in my pelvic area the last few days or so. Additionally, and this is maybe TMI, but I've been going #2 a whole lot more than I have since I first found out that I was pregnant. For the most part, my symptoms of Crohn's disease have gone away (the only symptom I really have had since my surgery is numerous trips to the bathroom). So to have this lovely symptom return at 30 weeks is kinda odd. I've heard that diarrhea can be sign that the body is preparing for the end, but I think I'm a little early. So maybe Baby G is just sitting weird and squishing the plumbing. I've got a doctor's appointment on Wednesday, so I'll be sure to ask.
As for the baby, she is getting big. Now when she moves around, it isn't like a little poke here and there, my entire stomach moves. I serious think that she might make a break for it and come out my belly button. It is kinda crazy. There are evenings when I'm just fascinated by the happenings in there and can spend the better part of an hour watching her move all around. It is kinda cool.
According to babycenter.com, here is what is happening with Baby G. She is about 15.7 inches long now, and she weighs almost 3 pounds (like a head of cabbage). A pint and a half of amniotic fluid surrounds her, but that volume will decrease as she gets bigger and takes up more room in your uterus. Her eyesight continues to develop, though it's not very keen; even after she's born, she'll keep her eyes closed for a good part of the day. When she does open them, she'll respond to changes in light but will have 20/400 vision — which means she can only make out objects a few inches from her face. (Normal adult vision is 20/20.)
Oh, I almost forgot... Micah and I attended our Prepared Childbirth class on Sunday. We are now all up on the latest breathing techniques to get me through labor. Due to our work schedules we decided to do the one-day class, which runs from 9 - 2:30 pm. It was a long day, especially for the 13 or so very pregnant women who were sitting either in an uncomfortable chair or on the floor for most of the day. But we survived. A lot of the birthing process I have already read about, but it was nice to have someone who has been through it explain it. I do have a list of questions to ask the doctor, including, when will they make a determination if the fibroid is in the way of the baby moving down the birth canal? If an epidural has failed in the past, is there a chance of it failing again? (When I had my surgery, the epidural failed and caused me more pain than the actually surgery.) And will my incision from my previous surgery be all right during childbirth? I'm sure I'll have more but this is just a current list.
Okay, the nursery is almost all set up. I promise pictures shortly!!
As for the baby, she is getting big. Now when she moves around, it isn't like a little poke here and there, my entire stomach moves. I serious think that she might make a break for it and come out my belly button. It is kinda crazy. There are evenings when I'm just fascinated by the happenings in there and can spend the better part of an hour watching her move all around. It is kinda cool.
According to babycenter.com, here is what is happening with Baby G. She is about 15.7 inches long now, and she weighs almost 3 pounds (like a head of cabbage). A pint and a half of amniotic fluid surrounds her, but that volume will decrease as she gets bigger and takes up more room in your uterus. Her eyesight continues to develop, though it's not very keen; even after she's born, she'll keep her eyes closed for a good part of the day. When she does open them, she'll respond to changes in light but will have 20/400 vision — which means she can only make out objects a few inches from her face. (Normal adult vision is 20/20.)
Oh, I almost forgot... Micah and I attended our Prepared Childbirth class on Sunday. We are now all up on the latest breathing techniques to get me through labor. Due to our work schedules we decided to do the one-day class, which runs from 9 - 2:30 pm. It was a long day, especially for the 13 or so very pregnant women who were sitting either in an uncomfortable chair or on the floor for most of the day. But we survived. A lot of the birthing process I have already read about, but it was nice to have someone who has been through it explain it. I do have a list of questions to ask the doctor, including, when will they make a determination if the fibroid is in the way of the baby moving down the birth canal? If an epidural has failed in the past, is there a chance of it failing again? (When I had my surgery, the epidural failed and caused me more pain than the actually surgery.) And will my incision from my previous surgery be all right during childbirth? I'm sure I'll have more but this is just a current list.
Okay, the nursery is almost all set up. I promise pictures shortly!!
Monday, October 6, 2008
29 weeks and 3 days
I know this bad, but I've started counting down the days until Baby Gizmo makes her debut. We are down to 74. Part of me thinks it sounds like a long time, but then I realize that it is only about 2 1/2 months. Crazy I know. Things are going well. I'm now going to the doctor every two weeks and will until 35 weeks and then I go every week. Makes me feel like I'm almost done.
Here a couple of pictures for you all to see what how I'm growing. It isn't pretty I'll warn you.
28 weeks
Here is a brief update on what is going on with Baby Gizmo. The baby now weighs about 2 1/2 pounds (like the size of a butternut squash) and is a tad over 15 inches long from head to heel. Her muscles and lungs are continuing to mature, and her head is growing bigger to make room for her developing brain.
Here a couple of pictures for you all to see what how I'm growing. It isn't pretty I'll warn you.
28 weeks 29 weeks
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Bonding
Last night, while watching TV, I sat with my hands on my belly, just feeling baby Gizmo flip, twist and kick. It was at that moment that I realized that there is a real life human being growing inside me. I mean I know that it was has been happening over the past couple of months, but I feel like I'm really starting to connect with this little one. It is a scary and exciting time all wrapped in one. I'm going to be some one's mom. She is going to look to me for everything. The responsibility is overwhelming as well as amazing.
Micah and I can't wait to meet Baby Gizmo. We can't wait to hold her in our arms and love for the end of time. We can't wait to show her the world and watch her grow. We are simply counting down the days now.
Micah and I can't wait to meet Baby Gizmo. We can't wait to hold her in our arms and love for the end of time. We can't wait to show her the world and watch her grow. We are simply counting down the days now.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Babysitter found
I forgot to mention this in my post last night, but we found a babysitter. She is a lovely woman, very grandmotherly. She is certified by the State to provide childcare. Baby Gizmo will be her only infant starting the March (that is when I come back from maternity leave). And the best part, she is within walking distance from our house.
I had interviewed several private in-home nannies and we actually were going to go with someone else, but then she disappeared, stopped returning phone calls and emails. So we started the search again. We found six childcare providers in the area and Micah and I spilt the list to make the phone calls. Micah's calls came up with goose eggs and I lucked out with Joan, who had a opening beginning in March. We met with her and felt like she was a good fit right away. She is even willing to prorate the fee if I decide to go back to work parttime or work a few days a week at home.
We signed the contract and put down our deposit. Keep your fingers crossed that it all works out and it isn't too good to be true!
I had interviewed several private in-home nannies and we actually were going to go with someone else, but then she disappeared, stopped returning phone calls and emails. So we started the search again. We found six childcare providers in the area and Micah and I spilt the list to make the phone calls. Micah's calls came up with goose eggs and I lucked out with Joan, who had a opening beginning in March. We met with her and felt like she was a good fit right away. She is even willing to prorate the fee if I decide to go back to work parttime or work a few days a week at home.
We signed the contract and put down our deposit. Keep your fingers crossed that it all works out and it isn't too good to be true!
Monday, September 22, 2008
Welcome to the third trimester
I'm very excited that I'm here. December 19th seems so far away, but I know that it will go quickly. I can't believe how quickly the first six months have gone. I'm in the final stretch now. It is funny to me how many people are now noticing my pregnancy. I feel like I've been showing for months, but I guess it is more noticeable in certain outfits.
As for the an update on the pain, it is still here and gets worse with each day. Last night I thought I was going to cry each time I got out of bed to go to the bathroom, which is at least two to three times a night these days. I ended up taking the day off from work today because I woke up in excruciating pain and didn't sleep that much last night. I went to the mall today to see if they sold a pelvic support belt that I've read about on the web, but didn't find much luck. I'm now going to search web to see if I can purchase something online that will keep my pelvic together, even it if is just while I sleep. Although, I've also ready some reviews online that it the belt is pretty much useless in relieving the pain.
So at this point I'm just taking each day at a time. I'm going to bring it up again to the doctor next week since it is now starting to impact my daily life. My worse fear is that the doctor will put me modified bed rest, and I don't want that to eat into my maternity leave. I'm luck that I can do a lot of my job from home, but still, I really wanted to work up until I go into labor. As Micah said tonight, our first priority is the health of the baby and the health of me and we don't want to do anything that will risk that. (Baby Gizmo is flipping all around as I write this, so she must agree.)
As I write this and I'm realizing that this is my third rant in a row. You know how some women say they love being pregnant. I'm going to say that I'm not one of them. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that I'm going to have a baby. I can't wait to hold this little girl in my arms and welcome her into our family. I'm just not all that keen on the whole pregnancy thing. And while I've had an easy pregnancy for the most part, no bleeding, no high bp (at the moment) and no gest. diabetes, I think it is the pelvic pain that is keeping this from being a funny pregnancy. And while I might be complaining a lot, this is my blog and I can write what I want to. :)
I promise to take a picture in the next couple of days to post so you can all see how much Baby Gizmo is growing.
As for the an update on the pain, it is still here and gets worse with each day. Last night I thought I was going to cry each time I got out of bed to go to the bathroom, which is at least two to three times a night these days. I ended up taking the day off from work today because I woke up in excruciating pain and didn't sleep that much last night. I went to the mall today to see if they sold a pelvic support belt that I've read about on the web, but didn't find much luck. I'm now going to search web to see if I can purchase something online that will keep my pelvic together, even it if is just while I sleep. Although, I've also ready some reviews online that it the belt is pretty much useless in relieving the pain.
So at this point I'm just taking each day at a time. I'm going to bring it up again to the doctor next week since it is now starting to impact my daily life. My worse fear is that the doctor will put me modified bed rest, and I don't want that to eat into my maternity leave. I'm luck that I can do a lot of my job from home, but still, I really wanted to work up until I go into labor. As Micah said tonight, our first priority is the health of the baby and the health of me and we don't want to do anything that will risk that. (Baby Gizmo is flipping all around as I write this, so she must agree.)
As I write this and I'm realizing that this is my third rant in a row. You know how some women say they love being pregnant. I'm going to say that I'm not one of them. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that I'm going to have a baby. I can't wait to hold this little girl in my arms and welcome her into our family. I'm just not all that keen on the whole pregnancy thing. And while I've had an easy pregnancy for the most part, no bleeding, no high bp (at the moment) and no gest. diabetes, I think it is the pelvic pain that is keeping this from being a funny pregnancy. And while I might be complaining a lot, this is my blog and I can write what I want to. :)
I promise to take a picture in the next couple of days to post so you can all see how much Baby Gizmo is growing.
Monday, September 15, 2008
26 weeks and 3 days
I'm almost in the third trimester. I've ready a couple of different things about when the third trimester begins, some say 26 weeks 3days others say 26 weeks 6days. So I'm going with the less of the two because it makes me feel like I'm making progress. :)
Not that I want to complain, but I'm getting a lot more tired these days. I think it has to do with the combination of lack of sleep and the fact that I'm carrying around and almost 2lb baby. (I think that she might even way more, but that is just my guess.) So for now I'm just counting down the days.
Also, when my aunt was visiting last month, she strong armed me into having my picture taken. Even though I complained, it was fairly painless and they came out really good. I was about 23 weeks in the pictures, so my bump is a little bigger now :)
Thursday, September 11, 2008
99 days and counting
In less than 100 days (give or take), I will be able to hold my baby girl in my arms. I'm very excited. It feels like just a month ago I was writing that I had less than 200 days left in the pregnancy.
I'm hitting that point in the pregnancy were I'm looking forward to it being over. I feel huge, my feet are starting to swell (I just noticed this lovely symptom), my back is starting to hurt, that on top of the hip and pelvic pain is enough for me to go batty at night, and I'm just generally tired most of the time. I know that Baby Gizmo needs to bake a little more, but I'm getting excited to meet her.
For now I'm trying to keep myself busy, which isn't hard between work, the upcoming holidays and events Micah and I would like to attend, and start counting down the days. Only 14 more weeks....
I'm hitting that point in the pregnancy were I'm looking forward to it being over. I feel huge, my feet are starting to swell (I just noticed this lovely symptom), my back is starting to hurt, that on top of the hip and pelvic pain is enough for me to go batty at night, and I'm just generally tired most of the time. I know that Baby Gizmo needs to bake a little more, but I'm getting excited to meet her.
For now I'm trying to keep myself busy, which isn't hard between work, the upcoming holidays and events Micah and I would like to attend, and start counting down the days. Only 14 more weeks....
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Nursery Update
Baby Gizmo's room is on its way. We spent the weekend painting. The room had not been painted since we had moved in and it was the previous owners daughter's room. It was Pepto Bismo pink and candy corn yellow with a strip of white with painted flowers. While it was fitting for a girl, neither of us really liked the room.
We decided to paint the room a baby pink and sage green with a brown strip. I think it looks really good. We still have to paint the trim and doors. Micah is hoping to get to that next weekend. And then we will be ready to put the furniture in. Gram and Grampy Goldman bought us the crib, which arrived earlier this week and is sitting in our living room waiting to be put together. Mom and Dad Gelman are purchasing a rocking chair for the nursery that should arrive in early December, just in time for Baby Gizmo's appearance. Slowly the room is coming together.
Below are picture of what the room looked like before and what it looks like now. I'll post more pictures as we get more and more down.
We decided to paint the room a baby pink and sage green with a brown strip. I think it looks really good. We still have to paint the trim and doors. Micah is hoping to get to that next weekend. And then we will be ready to put the furniture in. Gram and Grampy Goldman bought us the crib, which arrived earlier this week and is sitting in our living room waiting to be put together. Mom and Dad Gelman are purchasing a rocking chair for the nursery that should arrive in early December, just in time for Baby Gizmo's appearance. Slowly the room is coming together.
Below are picture of what the room looked like before and what it looks like now. I'll post more pictures as we get more and more down.
Before
After
25 weeks and 2 days
Not a whole lot new to report from the baby front. I'm 25 weeks and 2 days, only two more weeks until I'm officially in the third trimester. Crazy, I know!! I have a feeling that the next three months are going to go very quickly.
This is a quick update on what is going on with the baby. From headto heels, Baby Gelman now measures about 13 1/2 inches. Her weight — a pound and a half — isn't much more than an average rutabaga, but she's beginning to exchange her long, lean look for some baby fat. As she does, her wrinkled skin will begin to smooth out and she'll start to look more and more like a newborn.
Here is this week's picture taken on Friday.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
24 weeks and 5 days
No picture last week. I forgot. I know bad, bad girl. However, just picture a house and that is what I look like!
I had a doctor's appointment yesterday. Everything went well. Baby G is growing just right on schedule. I got my registration packet for the hospital yesterday. We filled it out yesterday and sent it in today. As we were signing the paperwork, I said that we have to go through with this now. Micah said, "Do we really have a choice?" We both laughed. I think filling out the paper work just made it feel all more real.
I also have to go from my glucose testing this week. I'm think I'm going to go on Friday morning. I'm swamped at work until then and since I have to be out of the office for almost two hours, figured Friday is the best time.
Oh and let me tell you, this baby can move. She just loves to kick and flip. The past couple of days, she has also found my bladder, which is so much fun let me tell you. There is nothing like having to wait in line or in traffic, having to go to the bathroom and then have a baby jump on it. Makes for uncomfortable situation to say the least.
Micah hasn't been able to feel any of the baby's movements. Everything I feel a really strong kick I call him over, but as soon as he puts his hands on my belly, she doesn't move or her kicks are not that strong. I'm sure they will get stronger each week.
Okay, I'll try to remember to take a picture this week.
I had a doctor's appointment yesterday. Everything went well. Baby G is growing just right on schedule. I got my registration packet for the hospital yesterday. We filled it out yesterday and sent it in today. As we were signing the paperwork, I said that we have to go through with this now. Micah said, "Do we really have a choice?" We both laughed. I think filling out the paper work just made it feel all more real.
I also have to go from my glucose testing this week. I'm think I'm going to go on Friday morning. I'm swamped at work until then and since I have to be out of the office for almost two hours, figured Friday is the best time.
Oh and let me tell you, this baby can move. She just loves to kick and flip. The past couple of days, she has also found my bladder, which is so much fun let me tell you. There is nothing like having to wait in line or in traffic, having to go to the bathroom and then have a baby jump on it. Makes for uncomfortable situation to say the least.
Micah hasn't been able to feel any of the baby's movements. Everything I feel a really strong kick I call him over, but as soon as he puts his hands on my belly, she doesn't move or her kicks are not that strong. I'm sure they will get stronger each week.
Okay, I'll try to remember to take a picture this week.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Excited and overwhelmed
In true spirit of Labor Day, Micah and I took the yesterday off. We spent the day shopping. I know that sounds weird, but there was a lot of things we needed to check off our list. After a quick stop at Best Buy, we headed to Babiesrus to start our registry. I've never been so overwhelmed in my entire life.
The lovely people at Babiesru gave us a checklist of things we should look at registry for, but they don't tell you which brand/style/color/size to buy of things. Did you know there are easily 30 different types of strollers and high chairs. Just a quick walk down the diaper aisle made my head spin.
An hour and half later, I think that we managed to put together a decent registry. And we walked out of the story hoping that the baby comes with an instruction manual. :)
Afterward, we grab some lunch and then went to the Gardners furniture store. Our intent was just to look at dining room furniture. However, we walked into the store and fell in love in with a table and hutch. So we ordered it. Everything should be delievered by the beginning of November, just in time for Thanksgiving, which is great since we are having the family done to Maryland this year.
As for today, we are headed off to the vet and food shopping (which is the most important stop of the day because we have no food in the house!)
The lovely people at Babiesru gave us a checklist of things we should look at registry for, but they don't tell you which brand/style/color/size to buy of things. Did you know there are easily 30 different types of strollers and high chairs. Just a quick walk down the diaper aisle made my head spin.
An hour and half later, I think that we managed to put together a decent registry. And we walked out of the story hoping that the baby comes with an instruction manual. :)
Afterward, we grab some lunch and then went to the Gardners furniture store. Our intent was just to look at dining room furniture. However, we walked into the store and fell in love in with a table and hutch. So we ordered it. Everything should be delievered by the beginning of November, just in time for Thanksgiving, which is great since we are having the family done to Maryland this year.
As for today, we are headed off to the vet and food shopping (which is the most important stop of the day because we have no food in the house!)
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Pictures
I've been slacking on the picture posting, but I have been taking them. I finally had a few minutes this morning to post.
Enjoy!
Enjoy!
21 weeks
22 weeks
23 weeks
Friday, August 22, 2008
"She's Got The Pregnancy Waddle"
Yup, someone actually said that to me the other day. I can't complain too much cause it was the CEO of the company, and I think he was trying to be funny. But it really wasn't what I wanted to hear.
Then today at work we had a "Back to School" picnic and fun day for employees and family. One of the members of the tissue team (who I haven't seen in a couple of weeks), stopped me in the hallway, while I was talking to a group of people, and said the he almost did recognize me because I'd gotten so big. Again, not something you should really say to a pregnant woman.
Leave to guys to make a somewhat of a compliment sound like an insult.
Then today at work we had a "Back to School" picnic and fun day for employees and family. One of the members of the tissue team (who I haven't seen in a couple of weeks), stopped me in the hallway, while I was talking to a group of people, and said the he almost did recognize me because I'd gotten so big. Again, not something you should really say to a pregnant woman.
Leave to guys to make a somewhat of a compliment sound like an insult.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Taking off
No, I'm not leaving, but I had to take my rings off. It was a sad day, however, my finger is thankful. The rings fit fine at the beginning of the day, but by the end of the day they are a little tight and begin to get uncomfortable. I probably could have continued to wear them for a little longer, however, I didn't want them to get stuck on my finger. So for now they are sitting safely in the a ring box on the bathroom sink.
Yesterday I went to Target to buy a cheap silver ring band. I'm not comfortable being six months pregnant and not having my rings on. (I don't want people to get the wrong impression.)
So for now I'm sporting my 14.99 ring and hoping that I fool people. :)
I promise that I'll update pictures shortly.
Yesterday I went to Target to buy a cheap silver ring band. I'm not comfortable being six months pregnant and not having my rings on. (I don't want people to get the wrong impression.)
So for now I'm sporting my 14.99 ring and hoping that I fool people. :)
I promise that I'll update pictures shortly.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Team Pink
Add us to Team Pink!! We found out today we are having a little girl!! The appointment went very well. The tech got to see all the images they weren't able to see earlier. I can't believe how much bigger the baby is just four weeks later. I could really see all the features and organs clearly. Baby girl Gelman is growing right on track, weighing in at about 1lb 2oz. I'll most likely have to go back a couple more times to check on a fibroid I have. They want to keep an eye on it to make sure that it doesn't affect the growth of the baby.
Below are a couple of pictures of our baby girl. I think she is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, but then again I might be bias.
Below are a couple of pictures of our baby girl. I think she is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, but then again I might be bias.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Aches and Pains of Pregnancy
The aches and pains of pregnancy have begun. Well to be honest the started a while ago. Since about 15 weeks or so I've had this pain in my pelvic. I figured it was related to my belly growing and dismissed it. about two weeks ago the pain got really bad. It hurts to walk, roll over in bed, pick things up, bend over and even get dressed. I called the doctor's office and spoke with the nurse. She said that the pain was most likely caused by my pelvic bone separating (it happens in some women.)
After a bit of research on the web (which can honestly be the worse thing for a pregnant woman), and discovered that there is actually a name to this type of pain. Symphysis pubis dysfunction. It is where the front of the pelvic bone starts to separate due to the increase of hormones, misalignment or a combination of the two. There isn't much that can be done, other than warm compresses and Tylenol.
However, when I spoke with the nurse she said that if the pain didn't get better, I should call and make an appointment to be seen. Well the pain hasn't gotten better so I made an appointment. I ended up seeing one of the doctors in the practice that I hadn't seen before. I don't think that she even read my chart before she came into the room. I told her about the pain and she just looked at me and said that it was just a normal pregnancy pain. She made me feel like an idiot for coming in. She did measure my belly and listen to the heartbeat and everything is normal. But, I left the doctors office upset about the interaction I had with the doctor. Let's just hope that she isn't on call when I go into labor.
For the meantime, I'm resting on the couch, with Tylenol and a hot compress. After all that we went through to get here, a little pain is nothing to have a healthy baby.
After a bit of research on the web (which can honestly be the worse thing for a pregnant woman), and discovered that there is actually a name to this type of pain. Symphysis pubis dysfunction. It is where the front of the pelvic bone starts to separate due to the increase of hormones, misalignment or a combination of the two. There isn't much that can be done, other than warm compresses and Tylenol.
However, when I spoke with the nurse she said that if the pain didn't get better, I should call and make an appointment to be seen. Well the pain hasn't gotten better so I made an appointment. I ended up seeing one of the doctors in the practice that I hadn't seen before. I don't think that she even read my chart before she came into the room. I told her about the pain and she just looked at me and said that it was just a normal pregnancy pain. She made me feel like an idiot for coming in. She did measure my belly and listen to the heartbeat and everything is normal. But, I left the doctors office upset about the interaction I had with the doctor. Let's just hope that she isn't on call when I go into labor.
For the meantime, I'm resting on the couch, with Tylenol and a hot compress. After all that we went through to get here, a little pain is nothing to have a healthy baby.
Friday, August 1, 2008
20 Weeks
Half way there!! I can't believe it. It feels like just yesterday that we found out we were pregnant. Now we only have 20 weeks left. And there is so much to do!
I started this week looking for daycare and am totally overwhelmed. I knew that childcare was going to be expensive, but I didn't think it was going to be this expensive. It really put this into prospective and has made me think seriously about staying home and freelancing after the baby comes.
I've found two places that I like, one has openings for infants in March and the other doesn't. At the moment, our plan is for me to back to work and see what happens. This whole process has been overwhelming and emotional. I can't tell if it is because I'm doing this while Micah is China or of all the extra hormones (probably is a combination of them both).
I'm feeling the baby move more. I feel somethings almost everyday. It isn't constant, which isn't surprising cause the baby isn't quite big enough for me to feel every kick. That time is coming shortly.
And now for what you've all been waiting for... this week's pictures. I think that I've definitely 'popped'.
I started this week looking for daycare and am totally overwhelmed. I knew that childcare was going to be expensive, but I didn't think it was going to be this expensive. It really put this into prospective and has made me think seriously about staying home and freelancing after the baby comes.
I've found two places that I like, one has openings for infants in March and the other doesn't. At the moment, our plan is for me to back to work and see what happens. This whole process has been overwhelming and emotional. I can't tell if it is because I'm doing this while Micah is China or of all the extra hormones (probably is a combination of them both).
I'm feeling the baby move more. I feel somethings almost everyday. It isn't constant, which isn't surprising cause the baby isn't quite big enough for me to feel every kick. That time is coming shortly.
And now for what you've all been waiting for... this week's pictures. I think that I've definitely 'popped'.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
19 Weeks
I can't believe that I'm already at 19 weeks (actually 19 weeks and 2 days, but who is counting). We had an appointment on Friday with the OB/GYN. It went well, not much to report. We heard the heartbeat again. It is in normally ranges between 149-153 beats per minute. Our next appointment is at the end of August, around 24 weeks.
What is going on with the baby... Gizmo weights about 8 1/2 ounces and measures 6 inches, head to bottom —about the size of a large heirloom tomato. The arms and legs are in the right proportions to each other and the rest of the body now. The kidneys continue to make urine and the hair on the scalp is sprouting. A waxy protective coating called the vernix caseosa is forming on the skin to prevent it from pickling in the amniotic fluid.
And here are some pictures of me at 19 weeks. I think that there is a different between 17 and 19 weeks.
Monday, July 14, 2008
We have movement
I’m pretty sure that I felt the baby move the last couple of days. It felt like a fluttering just below my belly button. The first time I felt it I thought it was just my stomach rumbling, but it felt a little different. It didn’t last for a long time, but I think that was what it was. I only seem to feel it at when I’m laying down and just relaxing. I was beginning to get nervous that because I wasn’t feeling anything, even though every book I’ve read first-time moms typically feel the first movement any where between 16 and 22 weeks. That is a big time period when you are pregnant.
T- minus6 and half hours until our big ultrasound. I’m excited for this ultrasound because I haven’t had an ultrasound since I was 7 weeks and I would like to see what is going on in there. I’m also a little nervous, since we decided to not do any of the screenings offered during the first trimester, this will be the first time the doctor will see what is going on and if there is any wrong (mostly Downs). Neither Micah nor I have a family history of Down’s syndrome or spinal problems, so I’m sure everything will be fine. It is just the what ifs that get to me sometimes.
And before I go, I finally got up the nerve to do a belly bump picture. So I guess we now officially on Bump Watch 2008. The pictures below are from this week, , 17 weeks. What do you think? Do I look pregnant??
T- minus6 and half hours until our big ultrasound. I’m excited for this ultrasound because I haven’t had an ultrasound since I was 7 weeks and I would like to see what is going on in there. I’m also a little nervous, since we decided to not do any of the screenings offered during the first trimester, this will be the first time the doctor will see what is going on and if there is any wrong (mostly Downs). Neither Micah nor I have a family history of Down’s syndrome or spinal problems, so I’m sure everything will be fine. It is just the what ifs that get to me sometimes.
And before I go, I finally got up the nerve to do a belly bump picture. So I guess we now officially on Bump Watch 2008. The pictures below are from this week, , 17 weeks. What do you think? Do I look pregnant??
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
16 weeks 4 days
Life has been busy. I can't believe that it is already the 8th of July. Where does the time go???
Not a whole lot new to report. I feel great. I think I'm starting to show, but I really can't tell. When I saw my mother-in-law this weekend she said I started to have a little tummy. Mostly I think that I'm just fat. However, my stomach is getting harder, so I think that it is just a matter of time. I do get frustrated when I see pictures of women who are earlier that I am and already showing. And then I have to remind myself that they are probably a size 4 and I started this whole adventure at a size 12. I have a feeling that one day I'll wake up and see that I've 'popped.'
I have my big ultrasound scheduled for next week. I was a little surprised that the office wanted to do it so soon, but I'm going with it. Any chance that I get to see the baby is exciting! We are finding out the sex, so hopefully next Tuesday I'll have a lot to report!
Not a whole lot new to report. I feel great. I think I'm starting to show, but I really can't tell. When I saw my mother-in-law this weekend she said I started to have a little tummy. Mostly I think that I'm just fat. However, my stomach is getting harder, so I think that it is just a matter of time. I do get frustrated when I see pictures of women who are earlier that I am and already showing. And then I have to remind myself that they are probably a size 4 and I started this whole adventure at a size 12. I have a feeling that one day I'll wake up and see that I've 'popped.'
I have my big ultrasound scheduled for next week. I was a little surprised that the office wanted to do it so soon, but I'm going with it. Any chance that I get to see the baby is exciting! We are finding out the sex, so hopefully next Tuesday I'll have a lot to report!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
14 weeks and 4 days
I had another appointment today. Nothing exciting happened. We did get to hear the heartbeat again. Well Micah heard it for the first time since he wasn't able to make it to the last time. I was nervous for the past couple of days that we wouldn't hear the heart beat, but it only took a few seconds for the doctor to find it. She said it was beating normally, ranging in the 150's. For the moment, my nerves are calm.
Before the doctor came in, one of the nurses in the practice came in and talked with us about all the details about being pregnant. Most of it we already knew. I think that we were suppose to have the meeting when we first found out when we were pregnant. She talked about morning sickness and genetic testing that takes place in the first trimester. (I felt like the entire meeting was a little waste of time, but it is what it is).
My next appointment is at the end of July, I'll be a 19 weeks. I'm going to schedule the 'big' ultrasound for the same week since Micah will be out of town for all of August. There is a chance the doctors won't be able to see everything they need to see and I'll have to come back, but I at least want to try and find out what the sex is before Micah heads to Beijing.
Before the doctor came in, one of the nurses in the practice came in and talked with us about all the details about being pregnant. Most of it we already knew. I think that we were suppose to have the meeting when we first found out when we were pregnant. She talked about morning sickness and genetic testing that takes place in the first trimester. (I felt like the entire meeting was a little waste of time, but it is what it is).
My next appointment is at the end of July, I'll be a 19 weeks. I'm going to schedule the 'big' ultrasound for the same week since Micah will be out of town for all of August. There is a chance the doctors won't be able to see everything they need to see and I'll have to come back, but I at least want to try and find out what the sex is before Micah heads to Beijing.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
13 weeks
It is official. I'm finally in the second trimester!! I can't believe it. The time has gone fast and slow all in the same time. It feels like yesterday that I found out I was pregnant, but it also feels like it took forever for me to get to 13 weeks.
I feel great. I have most of my energy back, however, I do get tired easily still, but I can make it through the day before wishing for a nap. I finally moving out of my regular clothes. I can probably still fit into some of them, but they just aren't comfortable. I'm having difficulting with the weight gain, meaning I'm having time wrapping by head around the fact that I am going to gain weight. After struggling with my weight for years, this part is hard.
I'm starting to get a little bump. Mostly just Micah and I can notice it. I'm sure over the next couple of weeks it will become noticable to all.
I feel great. I have most of my energy back, however, I do get tired easily still, but I can make it through the day before wishing for a nap. I finally moving out of my regular clothes. I can probably still fit into some of them, but they just aren't comfortable. I'm having difficulting with the weight gain, meaning I'm having time wrapping by head around the fact that I am going to gain weight. After struggling with my weight for years, this part is hard.
I'm starting to get a little bump. Mostly just Micah and I can notice it. I'm sure over the next couple of weeks it will become noticable to all.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
199 days to go
I can't believe that I have less than 200 days to go. On one hand, it seems like a long time and on the other hand, it feels like it is just around the corner.
I feel pretty good. The last couple of mornings I felt a little crummy and out of it, however, it passes in about an hour. The only other 'problem' I've been having is I have pain some pain in my left hip. Mostly it happens in the evenings and is a lot worse when I'm lying down. I've done a little internet research and I think that this is a fairly common symptom of pregnancy, so I'm not all that worried about. I just wish it would go away.
I told work today. Everyone was very supportive and happy for Micah and I. My boss did ask if I was planning on returning. I was honest and said that I hadn't made an concrete decisions yet but most likely I'll be back after the baby. We have a plenty of time to decide on all the details.
I feel pretty good. The last couple of mornings I felt a little crummy and out of it, however, it passes in about an hour. The only other 'problem' I've been having is I have pain some pain in my left hip. Mostly it happens in the evenings and is a lot worse when I'm lying down. I've done a little internet research and I think that this is a fairly common symptom of pregnancy, so I'm not all that worried about. I just wish it would go away.
I told work today. Everyone was very supportive and happy for Micah and I. My boss did ask if I was planning on returning. I was honest and said that I hadn't made an concrete decisions yet but most likely I'll be back after the baby. We have a plenty of time to decide on all the details.
Friday, May 30, 2008
11 Weeks
Today I'm officially 11 weeks (even though on the Web sites I visit frequently pushes me to the next week on Tuesday). I'm finally feeling a little bit better. The nausea is gone and I finally have a hearty appetite. (If only I didn't crave carbs!)
I don't think that I'm showing, hard to tell with the amount of fat covering my flat stomach, but I can say that my pants are getting a little tight. I went out yesterday and bought my first pair of maternity jeans. I do have say they are the most comfortable pair of pants I've ever put on. However, it appears that I'm in between sizes at the moment and while my normal jeans were a little snug, these are a little too loose. But I'd rather deal with pulling them up very couple of steps for the next couple of weeks than the stomach squeezing that was going on in my old pants. From everything I've read my uterus should be moving over my pelvic bone with in the next week or so, it shouldn't be long now until everyone will know that I'm pregnant.
Oh, I almost forgot. I'm finally done with the progestrone suppositories. Yeah!!! They are messy and gross and after nearly three months I'm glad to be done with them. I really shouldn't complain abou them because they did help me get pregnant, but I'm happy to not have to see another one until my next child.
I don't think that I'm showing, hard to tell with the amount of fat covering my flat stomach, but I can say that my pants are getting a little tight. I went out yesterday and bought my first pair of maternity jeans. I do have say they are the most comfortable pair of pants I've ever put on. However, it appears that I'm in between sizes at the moment and while my normal jeans were a little snug, these are a little too loose. But I'd rather deal with pulling them up very couple of steps for the next couple of weeks than the stomach squeezing that was going on in my old pants. From everything I've read my uterus should be moving over my pelvic bone with in the next week or so, it shouldn't be long now until everyone will know that I'm pregnant.
Oh, I almost forgot. I'm finally done with the progestrone suppositories. Yeah!!! They are messy and gross and after nearly three months I'm glad to be done with them. I really shouldn't complain abou them because they did help me get pregnant, but I'm happy to not have to see another one until my next child.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Hearing the heartbeat
I heard the most wonderful sound this morning. The heartbeat of our unborn baby. I never thought that the sound of the little beating heart would bring a tear to my eye, but it did. I couldn't stop smiling for the remainder of the day.
The doctor says everything looks good. I'm just about 11 weeks (10weeks 4 days to be exact) and I feel pretty good. I was a little worried that something might be wrong because I felt so well. Hearing the heartbeat lifted a huge weight from my chest. I won't stop worrying, but now I can probably worry about something else.
For the last couple of days I've been having night sweats. I had these a lot when I was really sick. It typically meant that I had a low grade fever that would break in the middle of night. So I was a little nervous that the same thing might be happening again. I talked to the doctor about it this morning and she believes that it is mostly likely related to the influx of hormones in my system. Since I don't have any other symptoms, she thinks it is unrelated to the Crohn's. (Another worry gone.)
Now I'm going to sit back and enjoy the next couple of weeks or at least try.
The doctor says everything looks good. I'm just about 11 weeks (10weeks 4 days to be exact) and I feel pretty good. I was a little worried that something might be wrong because I felt so well. Hearing the heartbeat lifted a huge weight from my chest. I won't stop worrying, but now I can probably worry about something else.
For the last couple of days I've been having night sweats. I had these a lot when I was really sick. It typically meant that I had a low grade fever that would break in the middle of night. So I was a little nervous that the same thing might be happening again. I talked to the doctor about it this morning and she believes that it is mostly likely related to the influx of hormones in my system. Since I don't have any other symptoms, she thinks it is unrelated to the Crohn's. (Another worry gone.)
Now I'm going to sit back and enjoy the next couple of weeks or at least try.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Eight weeks
On May 1st, we had our second ultrasound and all looks good and right on track. The only issue we have is that my uterus is tilted and makes for bad picture taking at this point in the pregnancy. I'll take this problem anytime as long as the baby is health.
Last weekend I saw my mom for the first time since Christmas and thought it was the perfect time to tell her about our newest addition. I told her by giving her an early Mother's day present with one of the sonogram pictures in it a pictureframe that read, "Great Moms make great Grandmas." It took her a moment to understand what I was saying, but once she realized what was in the picture frame she started to cry. I can't believe I was finally able to surprise her!
After our second ultrasound, the RE released me to a regular OB/GYN, which I saw on Friday afternoon. It was a great appointment and I remembered as soon as the doctor walked into the room why I go to this practice. She did another ultrasound to confirm the pregnancy (for their office since I already knew I was pregnant). My next appointment is at the end of the month and I'll be just about 12 weeks.
I'm feeling pretty good. Somedays are better than others with the nausea and tiredness. My pants are getting a little tight. I think it is due to being bloated since I've only gained three lbs or so, but it is frustrating all the same. I'm just not comfortable in any of my clothes at the moment. Oh well... I'm sure it is only going to get worse and I'm up for it.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Morning Sickness
Before I was pregnant, I thought morning sickness meant that you had to throw up. I've quickly learned that is not the case. Every morning, I wake up nauseas. I force myself to eat something for breakfast, because I know that it about a half an hour I will feel better. Then I get in the car and it all goes downhill. My hour drive to work is torture. I spend the entire ride thinking that I'm going to throw up. I haven't yet, and I'm hoping to keep it that way.
My noon I feel better, but the entire morning I feel like I've come down with the flu. I've begun to keep my car and desk stocked with saltines.
Also, the bloat has begun. This afternoon I was so uncomfortable! I might need to invest in a belly band or two to get me through the afternoons.
My noon I feel better, but the entire morning I feel like I've come down with the flu. I've begun to keep my car and desk stocked with saltines.
Also, the bloat has begun. This afternoon I was so uncomfortable! I might need to invest in a belly band or two to get me through the afternoons.
Monday, April 28, 2008
We have a little bean!
We had our first ultrasound last Wednesday. The doctor was very pleased with everything we saw. The gestational sac looks good and if we looked hard enough, we could almost see the heart beat. The doctor says that were a couple of days early to see the full heart beat. I'm going back Thursday morning for another ultrasound. Seeing our bean in the ultrasound made it seem real.
I have had a little bit of morning sickness - a little nausea in the morning and when ever my stomach is empty. I make sure that I always have crackers or something for me to nibble on.
Looking forward to Thursday and seeing the heart beat!!!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Increasing Betas and first U/S
So after our surprise positive pregnancy test two weeks ago, I've been through some test. I had my first blood test on April 10, the results came back with an hcG level of 80 (the doctor was looking for a number between 50-100 considering it was just before my expected period). After that they look for the numbers to double every 48 hours. On Saturday, my number was 156, pretty close to doubling and again the doctor was pleased. I had my third blood test five days later, and the numbers came back at 1342. It nearly quadrupled in five days!!!
I have my first ultrasound tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully, we will be able to see the heart beat. I still don't really feel pregnant, I'm hoping seeing the little bean will make it more of a reality.
I have my first ultrasound tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully, we will be able to see the heart beat. I still don't really feel pregnant, I'm hoping seeing the little bean will make it more of a reality.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
It was positive!!
Yesterday morning I attending the required IVF class at Johns Hopkins. I learned about the entire IVF process and learned how to give myself the injection. I was excited and very overwhelmed by the end of the class. Afterward, I stopped by the office and had a meeting with Dr. Kolp. She went over my specific plan and we set a date. According to my cycle, I was due to get my period on Sunday, April 13, which meant that I could start the suppressant drug for IVF around the 26th of the month. I left the meeting extatic. We finally had a true plan.
So last night, like I've done for the past two months, I took a pregnancy test. (I have to, to see if I'm PG and if I'm not I stop taking the progestrone supplements and will get my period.) I was convinced it was going to be negative. It has been for the past 13 months. I knew that I didn't have any good pregnancy tests at home, so I stopped at Walmart afterwork. I picked up a two-pack of the First Response Early Response tests (only because all of the single packs were sold out). I get home and see that I have a dollar story test under the sink and figure I use that one tonight and one of the good ones in the morning. Well... as I'm taking the cheapie test out of the package, I drop in the toliet. Crap. Since I've already peed in the cup, I figure, why not. And I run down stairs to get on of the good tests. I dip the test strip in the cup, count to 20 and place the strip on the counter. I walk away and get changed. I glance over and see a faint line, but think that I'm just dreaming. I look a little closer and there is definatly an line. I check the clock, it has barely been two minutes. I wait the other minute out. Yup still a line. I run down stairs to grab my cell phone. I take a few pictures and send them to Micah who is in New York for a couple of days. He answers, but hasn't gotten the picture yet. I tell him that I think that I'm pregnant. He screams. We laugh and get a little chocked up. He finally gets the picture and says that he thinks he sees a line. I tell himt hat I'll take another test in the morning. He says that he loves me and try not to freak out to much.
Fast forward to this morning. I remember that I have digital test that I was saving for this exact moment. (who doesn't want to see the word "pregnant"). I once again pee in a cup. This time, I take use the last FRER test and the digital test. With a few minutes, a line appears on the FRER test. Within a few more seconds, the words pregnant appear on the screen. I can't believe it. I'm actually pregnant.
I called the docter this morning and went into the office for a blood test. I'm hoping to get the tests back tomorrow morning. If it is over 50 then I'll go back on Saturday for another test to see if the numbers double.
Dear god, please let this baby stick!!! I want a healthy December baby!!!
So last night, like I've done for the past two months, I took a pregnancy test. (I have to, to see if I'm PG and if I'm not I stop taking the progestrone supplements and will get my period.) I was convinced it was going to be negative. It has been for the past 13 months. I knew that I didn't have any good pregnancy tests at home, so I stopped at Walmart afterwork. I picked up a two-pack of the First Response Early Response tests (only because all of the single packs were sold out). I get home and see that I have a dollar story test under the sink and figure I use that one tonight and one of the good ones in the morning. Well... as I'm taking the cheapie test out of the package, I drop in the toliet. Crap. Since I've already peed in the cup, I figure, why not. And I run down stairs to get on of the good tests. I dip the test strip in the cup, count to 20 and place the strip on the counter. I walk away and get changed. I glance over and see a faint line, but think that I'm just dreaming. I look a little closer and there is definatly an line. I check the clock, it has barely been two minutes. I wait the other minute out. Yup still a line. I run down stairs to grab my cell phone. I take a few pictures and send them to Micah who is in New York for a couple of days. He answers, but hasn't gotten the picture yet. I tell him that I think that I'm pregnant. He screams. We laugh and get a little chocked up. He finally gets the picture and says that he thinks he sees a line. I tell himt hat I'll take another test in the morning. He says that he loves me and try not to freak out to much.
Fast forward to this morning. I remember that I have digital test that I was saving for this exact moment. (who doesn't want to see the word "pregnant"). I once again pee in a cup. This time, I take use the last FRER test and the digital test. With a few minutes, a line appears on the FRER test. Within a few more seconds, the words pregnant appear on the screen. I can't believe it. I'm actually pregnant.
I called the docter this morning and went into the office for a blood test. I'm hoping to get the tests back tomorrow morning. If it is over 50 then I'll go back on Saturday for another test to see if the numbers double.
Dear god, please let this baby stick!!! I want a healthy December baby!!!
Monday, April 7, 2008
Meds messing with my body
This is my third month on the progesterone supplements, and you'd think that I'd be used to the side effects of the medication. I don't why, but the meds are hitting me a lot harder this month that the two previous months. I have had a constant headache for the best two days and I've been completely exhausted for the past two days. (I've almost fallen asleep while waiting in traffic twice.)
And now, the my stomach is a mess. From what I've read, the progesterone can make you constipated. Which is lovely and very unpleasant for a girl with Crohn's disease. One would think that I'd like not having to poop every couple of hours, but when it goes on for days, I just can't deal. I finally tool some medicine, so now I'm dealing with the cramping pains for a laxative. But at least I can poop.
Part of me thinks that maybe, because my symptoms are so bad this month, that I am pregnant. But the other half knows that that this is just wishful thinking. I mean wouldn't that just be funny now that we are finally making plans to move forward with IVF.
Only time will tell. I'm suppose to take a test on Friday, if I can wait that long.
And now, the my stomach is a mess. From what I've read, the progesterone can make you constipated. Which is lovely and very unpleasant for a girl with Crohn's disease. One would think that I'd like not having to poop every couple of hours, but when it goes on for days, I just can't deal. I finally tool some medicine, so now I'm dealing with the cramping pains for a laxative. But at least I can poop.
Part of me thinks that maybe, because my symptoms are so bad this month, that I am pregnant. But the other half knows that that this is just wishful thinking. I mean wouldn't that just be funny now that we are finally making plans to move forward with IVF.
Only time will tell. I'm suppose to take a test on Friday, if I can wait that long.
Friday, April 4, 2008
Hope is a three letter word
IVF... for so many of us that are dealing with infertility, IVF seems like a miracle waiting to happen. Last Friday I went in for my post-coital test. After the test was complete, the RE and I discussed our next options. Since it appears that there are pelvic abrassions on one or both fallobian tubes, IUI will most likely now work for us. The doctor said it was up to Micah and I on what we did next, she would support us either way.
After a lot of discussion, we decided tomove forward with IVF since it has the highest percent of success due to my medical history. I never thought that making the decision to move to IVF would be hard. But it was. I think is some weird way I felt like we were cheating because we are moving straight to IVF. I know that is stupid. I should be excited to finally have the opportunity to finally have my baby.
Once we made the decision, it actually to a while for it all to sink in. For the first time in a long time I'm actually hopefully that in about two months or eight weeks I could be pregnant.
Now it seems like a lot of waiting, but I have a feeling it will go quickly. Next Wednesday I'm signed up to take an IVF class and afterward I'm meeting with the RE to go over my plan. I hope that I'll be able to start birth control some time after during the week of April 14.
Hope really is a three letter word.
After a lot of discussion, we decided tomove forward with IVF since it has the highest percent of success due to my medical history. I never thought that making the decision to move to IVF would be hard. But it was. I think is some weird way I felt like we were cheating because we are moving straight to IVF. I know that is stupid. I should be excited to finally have the opportunity to finally have my baby.
Once we made the decision, it actually to a while for it all to sink in. For the first time in a long time I'm actually hopefully that in about two months or eight weeks I could be pregnant.
Now it seems like a lot of waiting, but I have a feeling it will go quickly. Next Wednesday I'm signed up to take an IVF class and afterward I'm meeting with the RE to go over my plan. I hope that I'll be able to start birth control some time after during the week of April 14.
Hope really is a three letter word.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
What if this doesn't happen...
I think about that some times. What would happen if we never get pregnant? Would be adopt? But ourselves on the agony of waiting for an national or international adoption? I don't know. I don't know if I'm strong enough. There are days when I can barely hold things together now. And moving forward with adoption would mean admitting that I'm infertile. Broken.
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