Waiting for AF

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. I'm waiting for AF. I know such and odd statement to say since most people who are trying to get pregnant don't want AF to come, but I do. Once I get AF it means that I can start the next step in the TTC process. So here I am waiting. Counting the days. Question when I really truly did ovulate? Was it Wednesday or Thursday? And of course this month I think that I ovulate late.

I think if I ever write a book I'm going to title it "Living life in Two week Increments" because that is how I feel I live my life. I wait two weeks to ovulate and two weeks until my period arrives. And when ever someone asks what are you going on such and such day, I immediatly think... what cycle day will I be one?? It is just scary.

Will this ever end?